What does it mean to be raised from the dead? Is this something reserved solely for biblical characters like Jesus and Lazarus, or is it something that applies to our lives as well?
I believe that I, too, was raised from the dead, and I am not talking about a near death experience I had when I was 8 years old. I refer to the moment I accepted the promise of eternal life by listening to and following Jesus. Before that moment I was as good as dead, or already dead depending on how you want to look at it. What I had, at best, was a potential for life. I drifted day to day seeking to fulfill the carnal desires that my unhappy shell of a body cried out for to create the illusion of a reason for being.
Yes, I had gone astray, and I lusted for all kinds of things, but I loved nothing. In one blessed moment I promised my life to Him, and He handed my life back to me, and for the first time in my life, I felt truly ALIVE!
I wonder sometimes how many others are trapped in that box, and have no idea that life truly awaits them. I had no idea at the time that I was just going through the motions, putting on a show for the world, and professing to be something, when in reality my contribution to the world amounted to less than nothing. But even in the state I was in, a slave to drugs and promiscuity, my life was of such value to the Creator of the universe, that He sought after me in the darkest of places to bring me home. I had done nothing to deserve this honor, it was by grace alone.
I once heard it explained this way. If I had a $100 bill in my shoe, all sweaty and nasty smelling, crusted up with dirt, and I offered it to you, would you take it? Well you might hold it out at arms length, handle it with protective gloves, or or spray it with disinfectant, but at the end of the day, $100 is $100. It still spends. It has value even when it has been poorly treated, abused and walked on.
God sees us like that $100 bill. He sees past the filth and stench, and values us. By grace He understands that what is most valuable within us has no ability to function in this world, apart from His presence in our lives, and so He makes a way for us to find Him and be cleansed. In that cleansing moment, we step out of a waking death and into living life. In Jesus, we are raised from the dead.
Just in case you are having a skeptical moment and wondering if lynnibug went a little over the edge here, I decided to do just a little searching online to find the testimony of others who experienced a tangible, describable change in the moment they chose life over death.
Sarah D had this to say.
“It seemed that rivers of water were washing over me, and like I was being cleansed. I felt that God gave me this unique experience, because the Hound of Heaven had been after me for some time, and God wanted me to be able to hold on to this experience so that I would have it to cling to during times of doubt.”
Rob Conrad had never given a thought to what the bible was about and admits he was clueless just a week before his own salvation experience. He responded when told of his mother’s salvation, “Saved from what?” His salvation experience took place in the work place. Upon retreating to his office and closing the door, he witnessed a brilliant light followed by a series of winds. Below is but a tiny excerpt. I highly recommend you follow the link in his name to the full version.
“God’s presence of LIGHT blasted my entire being as a person might whip a sheet outside to shake off the dust. Instantly, any trace of sin or guilt in my concience was gone. The intensity and reality of this incredible blast of God’s light locked me into place as I still was leaning back in my seat and with my eyes also locked closed. My immediate awareness of Almighty God was instantly recognizable to me as was His unexplainable nature of peace and comfort which overwhelmingly saturated me in an instant….
…After all of this took place, it was exactly 11:15AM when I opened my eyes. Although when adding up the total time of the actual waves of glory themselves would seem to be maybe 10 minutes, somehow 45 minutes had passed. After just sitting perfectly calmly in my chair in silence and in total awe for about 5 more minutes or so, I finally stood up and walked back into my department, aglow and a brand new man in Christ Jesus.”
Tazzee tells about how she sang in gospel choirs, not because she was a Christian, but because she liked to sing. Her testimony really struck a chord with me because her description of her existence prior to knowing Jesus was so much like mine.
“And when I say partying, I mean getting drunk, grinding, sexing – the whole 9. I was also quick to cuss a person out if they got in my way and my last real fight was my freshman year at Purdue. My nickname after that was ‘Scrappy’ – so Scrappy was singing the Lord’s praises and cursing folks out on a regular basis.”
Her moment of salvation came later, not terribly dramatic until…
“I went to my first gospel choir rehearsal. We were singing this one song and I just felt overtaken! I mean I just started crying, I could barely stand up – looking back on it now, that was the moment that the Holy Spirit was truly awakened within me… So that choir rehearsal was the point at which the Holy Spirit was awakened in me. And it was like an instant transformation.”
So I am not at all alone in having had a truly tangible transformation experience when I turned my life over to Jesus. In fact, these three testimonies came from page 1 of the Google search results for the phrase “salvation experiences“. There were about 10,500,000 results! I can’t wait to go read some more.
Blessings & Adventure
Lynn “lynnibug” Rios
Beautiful Lynn!
Thanks for sharing that with us, and being so transparent. It is not always easy to admit these things to ourselves much less to others!
I love you and your work! Thanks for being you!
Kris
Thank you for your kind words Kris.
I’m glad for you, that you were able to find something that brings you happiness and peace.
Thank you for being so open about your life and background. Then, to find true joy and happiness, simply amazing. Thank you for sharing your story, and your wisdom and in turn that someone else can be raised from the dead.
We were all once dead in our sins … Jesus died on the Cross at Calvary for All Mankind to be raised from the dead, and given the gift of Eternal Life. He also gave each one of us the choice…to accept it…or not. Ephesians 2:1-10